This one is very special to me…
It’s the first original song that I sang (acapella) on stage to an audience.
The day I overcame my former fear of being seen.
I had written it 18 months earlier - with no particular purpose in mind.
So cute that ‘past me’ unwittingly wrote it for ‘future me’.
For THAT moment 😍
Everything changed
Realized there's no blame
I'm no longer ashamed
I wanna scream my name
Let my walls down
My inner child has - been clowning around
I thought I was in heaven
Maybe I was
I freed myself
And it's all because
Because of you-ou
Because of you-ouou
Because of yoou -oou
Yeah yeah
I finally - let love in
FINALLY - LET MYSELF SING
FINALLY LET MYSELF BE SEEN
FINALLY - I’M LIVING MY DREAM!
Not attached to the outcome
I’m
Feeling like a new life has begun
I
Realized
I’m
In control
Look in my eyes
Now you'll see my soul
I finally let myself feel
Felt it all – so I could heal
Finally learned to put myself first
Finally - I determine my worth
Not concerned with needing to please
Open to all possibilities
I know everything hap-pens for me
It’s just a matter of time
Until we see it
Finally
I
Took the reins
AND THAT’S WHEN
EVERYTHING CHANGED
BREAKING DOWN THE LYRICS:
“Realized there’s no blame” : I discuss this concept more after the lyrics to my song ‘Care-LESS’ here
“I though I was in heaven - maybe I was” : I will clarify this one day - but it’s a LONG story..!
“Because of ‘you’” - Who is ‘you’ ? :
Actually, this song is dedicated to EVERY SOUL I’VE ENCOUNTERED in my entire existence. Every experience I’ve had - positive / negative - they have all shaped me to become the person who finally had the courage to get on stage and make my inner child’s dream come true :)
xo A.E.O
